Friday, May 30, 2008

blogger is bitch. i cant uploa any PHOTOS!

the days are just packed!

Holidays! HAHAHA!

the week after POC has just fantastic! Partly due to the fact that it was my birthday on monday. Its just completely made my week. Words just cant describe how i felt there and then. Thanks guys.

Anyway throughout the week, i found myself always with the primers people. I really felt like we were one family. We chilled in our room, cam-whored like siao, played games, settling primers awards. I've never felt like this or been through all these before. 18th birthday is just sweeet!

today after staying in the primers room tryig to clear the awards for primers awards, i was going to go home for dinner with pei jin and shi jun. But we met benjamin(year 3),jie ying(freshie) and andy(freshie).ended up being persuaded by them to follow them to walk walk at plaza sing. though it was still early, so we agreed.

Pei jin and i had to go home for dinner, so we watched the rest have dinner. then walked around PS and the cathay, learning jeffery miaowing and laughing like siao. had ben&jerry, got pokemon game from shijun etc. etc.. you get the idea.
got back at 9 plus, still haven had dinner, but not hungry at all... anyway, the week was just fantastic!

Tmr there's parade! i'm gonna shoot again! yay! haha! achery!

Anyway, here are some pictures for you to enjoy=)


I give up. Blogger's being a bitch. next time ba.

UP UP AND AWAY!

YAY!




you can imagine how happy i was.=)
first cake from my friends!
my very first.

Monday, May 26, 2008

BIRTHDAY!

HAHAHA! I'M 18 ALREADY!
THIS IS PROBABLY THE BEST BIRTHDAY OF OF MY LIFE!
THANK YOU GUYS WHO CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! NO ONE EVER HAVE DONE SUCH A THING FOR ME! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

what happened will be featured in my next post!

LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! THANK YOU!



18 ALREADY!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Birthday Birthday Birthday!

counting down! 6 more days to me being legal!

but i'm going to spend lke 8 hours in school. And its tuitorial day. Not that it really matters anyway. Or anymore. I'm not being asked out anyway.

POC is coming and for some reason i'm pretty hyped about it. I'm just hoping mummy would sign the indemnity form later when i ask her. PEI JIN!!! I good boy okay. Never forge signature de. You being influenced by Kah Meng too much le.

Anyways. DBA 07 is pretty much as fun as DBA 01. Managed to get along with all of them i think. Poly is like so much better than Secondary school.

Met Mr Lionel Lim in SP today. He was my sec 2 D&T teacher. Erica Gan too. Jessica's little sister. Speaking of which. It has been ages since i saw or even spoke to Jessica. Sigh. JC people are wayyyy to busy studying.

Speaking of which, i gotta start on my PSCM revision.

going 18 already. Becoming uncle liao.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

I need my sunshine now

you know how the song goes.

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
All of my days

Or at least thats what i think the last line goes.
I really need my sunshine.
So very cold and lonely now. Haiz.
Cant it be simple? not complicated at all?

To feel your warmth again.
To be really happy again.
Thats what i really want.

Missing you.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

HUH?

ello~ Back again!
Happy Mother's Day!

I havent been blogging for the past month. Cuz i've been just justeither too busy, too tired or just not in the mood to blog. The past two weeks have been really just really draining for me. Both physically and mentally. I've been really frustrated recently. Been somehow on a short fuse, putting up a mask. Just pretending somethings had never happened before. I guess in the past three months the only thing that had kept me going was the love i was receiving. That had sustained me. Kept my engine going. On and on. Now its finished.I'm running on fumes now. I need a refill. Something better than coca cola.=)

I fill pretty much very lonely now. My guy friends can only do so much. Like Yi Ting who studied with me today at the "viewing platform" over at my place. Set up my hammock up there. Studied. Really studied.

My phone's sitting at a corner now. not buzzing with messages filled with my refills like in the past. My mind is all "you you you you you you you you you you you" now. I cant think of anything else. Being like that hurts. HURT BITES!

Now i'm looking at the phone, hoping you would just call, and just talk like we used to, like nothing had ever happened before. Hoping~





I just want to love and be loved.