Just for you~

Ive been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Where ever where ever where ever you go
Where ever where ever wher ever you go
where ever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

UP UP AND AWAY!

Beach day!

there was beach day event for the SP primers on the 16th of feb.AND I WAS THERE! hee~
i know. you might be thinking.16th? old news. not my fault. zee peektures were upluded late.(desperately trying to fake a french accent)

i like this most.


for the rest of the pictures, please visit www.spprimers.com.

heee~

crappy results.


UP UP AND AWAY!

GOSH.

oh dearie me. results out in like less than 36 hours?
GOSH GOSH GOSH.
Its not like i did badly in finals. Neither feel that i'll do fanastically well.
ARGH.
Hope i get into logistics supply chain management. I think this is probably the only thing i am interested in.=)
Oh wells. hoping dear dear gets to go up the hill with me... ha ha.



The weeks are getting increasingly boring, but i have on intention of getting a job. anyways, i'll have ITP next year, so no holidays. Might as well enjoy it now.
BORED BORED BORED.



OHOH. This is the following conversation i had with GRACE ANG via her tagboard on her blog.(NURSE JON is me)

Nurse Jon: ARH! New Zealand? Bring me too! The highland pipers there are AWESOME! Bring ME!

graceANG-jon: sure sure. the departure date is 30thfeb,11.48pm okay ? terminal 4. SEE YOU THERE ;D

Nurse Jon: GRACE ANG. I SO HATE U.

graceANG-jon: ouch you just broke my heart! how can you! haha there's a terminal 4 okay.its DREAMLAND

Nurse Jon: Who ask you. Break my heart first. Thought i get to go to new zealand okayyy.=(

OKAY.So maybe i acted a little 'BITCHY'.But she's so annoying right. terminal four. hur.
Oh wells. entertainment.


BELL! JIA YOU FOR YOUR FINALS!
LILIAN! BROTHER PAUBOON! MUMMY JESSICA! ALL THE BEST FOR COMMON TESTS!

SRJC ALL FOR YOU! YOUR CALL IS OURS TOO!hee~

UP UP AND AWAY!

Worth the 8 mins. Enjoy!

Over It Already

for those who still think that im still brooding over her...
Well.
Im already over it.

Okay.this post is slightly going to get a little cheesy. But whose going to stop me?

I hurt myself, thinking about the times we spent together, hoping that we would be together and do that again. If she can convieniently forget about those times and leave me, so can i. SERIOUSLY.

All those silly words saying that she cant live without me or cant fantom the idea of me breaking up with her or love me forever and always. Hey. On the 23 of jan you just convieniently re-labeled those words from "PROMISES" to "BULLSHIT".

The pain you've given me. Its not the FIRST TIME. YOU GAVE ME YOUR WORD. You convieniently wrote it off with "I JUST DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU ANYMORE." You never gave mine a single frigging thought at all.NONE AT ALL.

Now i know why they say those in a relationship, once they break up, they can never be friends. I know why. Cause i'm so filled with hate and scorn for you. I don't need you. Ever. I gave you my love. I've stayed faithful to you. I've always gone out of the way for you. FINE.

GOOD RIDDANCE TO YOU. YOU AND I WILL HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH EACH OTHER ANYMORE. PERIOD.



I treat my relationships like stock market. To some, it sounds wrong and think i flirt around because investors invest in many many stocks to play safe. Also equivilant to flirting around to get the best of both worlds. But i'm a special kind of investor. when i invest into something, i go full out. I'll get two results.

1.I win, and enjoy the dividens, and probably enjoy the rest of me life.
2.I lose, and get very badly burnt.Figures.

I got burnt.

But that dosent mean i wont invest again.
The past month i've been healing.
And i'm investing again.

I'll be a fool if i don't accept her. SPELT F-O-O-L.

Some may think i'm making use of her. To get over her. NEVER THE CASE. NEVER.
NEVER NEVER NEVER.

She is not a substitute, cuz she will never be a substitute for her. I likeher for who she is. Just as i did for meiting. They are not the same. And will never be.

Who's this girl i'm taking about? This mystery girl i've been going about?
Well, if you been reading my previous posts, ***** and mystery girl is the same person. And the Sing Poly people knows who she is.

I'll be a fool not too have her.










marie.=)
a brand new beginning.






UP UP AND AWAY!

Hmmm... Much to be desired..

Something i found on friendster. I will if there's one for me out there.



When she walks away from you madly
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave
her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't
let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters
to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think its
stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?

Up Up and Away!

The second week of holidays!

Ah tan. I didnt know that you actually cared whether i updated. Come on. Its only been for a few days.

*LOOKS AT TABLE PLANNER*

I've been busy okkkaaayyyy... Its all full.

Here's an extract of what it says on the planner for this week.

12 Feb- Go HQ for Boy's uniform parts. Go to Bowen for Boy's Fitting.
13 Feb- Call tailor. Piano. Band Practise
14 Feb- VALENTINES DAY! yes i had a date.=)
15 Feb- Go Bowen to collect parts and meet shek to go HQ to buy uniform parts. Parade in the afternoon
16 Feb- SP primers BEACH DAY! CNY gathering at MRS JERMAINE'S NG place.
17 Feb- 31st Pipe performance

Here you go. BUSY BUSY BUSY.

MUMMY says i look like crab. CRAB OKAY. NOT CRAP. I'm all red all over from beach day with SPprimers. PAIN PAIN PAIN.SUNBURN. Guess BELL'S the other CRAB. heee~
MRS JERMAINE NG gathering was basically 31st headquarters '06 gathering. The "heads" of the company. HER SONS. and one daugther. JWHAN TOH. Company Sergeant Major 06. And he's proud of it.

Today's performance was a SCAM. I was told the Guest of Honour was GOH CHOK TONG. I know what you're thinking. Goh Chok Tong as in Senior Minister Goh Chok Tong right? I was thinking of that too. But when i arrived at the performance venue, the Banner said=>

MRS GOH CHOK TONG

Well, we got the name right at least.

Couple of songs and we were done. Ryan tuned and i was Pipe major. We had a Ten dollar ang pow too...=)

oh wells. the next week on the planner seems pretty empty. Gotta fill it up. I'm sure there is.

probably more chores. BELL. HELP!

till next time.

UP UP AND AWAY!

VALENTINES DAY!

Happy Valentines to all those who made a difference in my life, whether big or small.
I love you all the same.

Well, looks like im going to be stuck at home this valentines.(o.O).Haiz. ANY TAKERS?

HEEE~

HAPPY VALENTINES GUYS! Treasure those around you. You'll never know the pain till you lose them!

UP UP AND AWAY!

Sorry!

Sorry rui wen. Please dun angry le!SORRY! WO YI HOU BU GAN LE!


These few days hasnt been much. Just been lazing around and doing house chores.
BELL IM FEELING LIKE YOU NOW.
AND YES GRACE. FREEDOM. BUT HAVE YOU HEARD OF BORED FREEDOM?


Summary of today.
Did fitting of the Kid's uniform parts today. I'm nanny you see. So meaning i have to settle their clothes too.

Walked to Ryan's place to pass him his uniform top and walked home from there.

Blogging now. BORED BORED BORED.


Okay.Fine. I shold be practising my piano too cuz i'm having exams soon. 23mar. Mummy, must i?

***** is sick today... cough, flu and swollen throat. *****... get well soon okay? SOON SOON SOON!





Up Up and AWAY!

OIE! STOP THAT!

You annoying thing! Can you quit irritating her! She's not picking up your calls, she not replying your messages. She told you she not interested. Its not a hint. Its telling you RIGHTOUT INTO YOUR FACE AND YOUR JUST TOO THICK SKINNED!

DUDE, you're not just pissing her off, you're pissing me off too. She has no frigging interest in you. Quit stalking her and stuff man. GO AWAY. SHE JUST BEING NICE TO YOU. BUT YOU'RE PISSING HER OFF. GET LOST!

PRESENTING--- ROWAN ATKINSON!

Rather crude. But very funny!








Oh. the names refers to sexual terms. ask me if you dont understand.=)

HAPPY CNY!

i know.
i'm late with my greeting.
i'm sorry.

Anyways. today mummy invited all the her sisters and kids over here for dinner.
In order of seniority.-Aunty Helen -Aunty Siang -Aunty Elsie and Uncle Andrew(Husband)-Aunty Hua Aunty Khim(my mummy)-Cousin Grace(Daughter of aunty Elsie)and Noel(Husband) -Jonathan(thats me,son of aunty khim) -Joseph(thats my kid bro) -Nephew Caleb(Son of Cousin Grace) and Niece Kyla(Daughter of cousin Grace too).

Today after my usual swim, and i went back home, aunty Elsie and her family were already there. After the usual greetings of "Happy New Year's", cousin Grace appeared with her two kids and said -"SAY HELLO TO UNCLE JONATHAN!" I was like.
GOSH. Am i that old already? and where on earth did Cousin Grace get these two kids from?(They've been living in Cebu,Phillipines you see).They were already all geared up to go swimming and mummy was like giving me the face "JONATHAN, YOU BETTER GO DOWN WITH THE KIDS. OR ELSE." And so down i went with the kids. they are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooCUTE!
hee~ happy uncle.

AND! AUNT HUA AND HER ANNOYING LITTLE BRAT OF A DAUGHTER CAME LATE.
I'm telling you, that girl has no sense of feminism on her. NONE. ZILCH. KOSONG. ZERO. I think i can be a even better girl than her. HUR. Hear that you annoying little brat. JESMINE TAN. YES YOU! CNY OVER LE. I CAN SCOLD AND SCOLD.=P

she then chased me around Kovan station when mummy sent Aunty Helen and Hua to the station. annoying brat.

Yesterday's CNY visiting wasnt much too. Just usual from all the other years. Bedok, then Yishun then Sembawang. 13 miserable Ang Pows only. And im facing inflation. Shucks.

Oh wells. Im sorry guys. No pics. really. handphone camera also dunno for what one. HEEE~ Thats all folks!

Till Next time~
UP UP AND AWAY!

ACHMED! ENJOY!

this is for you BELL YEO HWEE HWEE!
thanks rui wen for introducing the video!
INFIDILE!

ANSWERS!

oh.
i realised in the previous post at "HER" blog, i asked people this dumb question.
wad is it that you find find find find find find find find find find...
and when you finally found it...
you throw it away...
what is it?





















its your PI SAI(NOSE SHIT/DIRT/WHATEVER)hee~
hey... its my halah friend who told me that okayyy~~~~


UP UP AND AWAY!

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!

for some reason i kept saying that to dad just now.

Dad's working overseas... The Netherlands... yeah, so we were communicating via video call just now. dad's going to England on the 19th to 21st! i wanna go TOO!

had a silly and rather entertaining meeting @ SP this morning. ESPECIALLY with NAS and KEVAL...heee~

then met LI JUN JIE @ AMK HUB for lunch. Caught up with her and chatted over lunch. She was telling me how busy she was and how honoured i should be for her to make time to meet me. OKAY LAH! THANKS LAH JIE! VERY HONOURED LAH! Sent her home after that.

Went to ********* to wait for *****to knock off and just accompanied *** to ******!
(for my clueless readers... ***** means censored. dun want to tell leh... NEY NEY!)

Met up with Yi Ting for dinner @ City Hall,Raffles City. had Ryan's most hated restaurant. PEPPER LUNCH. the man's actually allergic to TAU GAY! wimp.heee...sorry buddy.

then band. band's usually on weds but.. wed's lunar new year's eve...uh huh.

hmmm... nothing much now. GOSH. so cant wait for the financial injections lah...(ANG POWS!) prolly thats the only reason why i have relatives for. heee~ uhhuh... hmmm...

OHOHOH... AND! Im going to my Aunt flower's place at sembawang for reunion dinner! i shall derive pleasure from annoying my aunts and cousin jesmine~ got a couple of scores to settle with that anoying little brat.


missing archery.
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

The true meaning of shopping

I just found out the true meaning of shopping.

OLD meaning-tired legs, tired legs, and even more tird legs. if you're the one carrying the bags, then you'll have tired arms too.

NEW meaning- same as above, but sense of satisfaction included.=)oh.. that and a hole in pocket.

I just finished up my CNY shopping today. STOCK TAKE
1. 1 three quarters black shorts
2. 1 pair of jeans
3. 2 short sleeved button downs
4. 2 long sleeved button downs
5. 1 t-shirt

YAY.

Went shopping with ryan in the morning. was late as usual. sorry buddy. we had personal service when we shopped this morning. no one was around. NO ONE but us and the sales promoter.

Had lunch @ heeren with ryan and marie. wanton mee. 6th floor, graffiti cafe. 20 million times better than the one at food court 6 @ SP. that one is LADEN WITH MSG.BAD. HORRIBLE

Anyways. went to wheellock to look at books while marie went her workplace to grab some keys, then went to taka to shop somemore. Ryan left after that and i accompanied marie back home. sorry buddy. pang seh you.

crashed on my bed when i got home... super shacked.

when swimming just now! the water was freezing! but super shiok.

while i was swimming, i got did some reflections on myself and people around me. close friends whom i neglected during my previous relationship.














i thought about it. YES. SHE BROKE UP WITH ME. AND I'M OVER IT.

Somehow, it didnt hurt so much this time.






I look at relationships around me. Some of them have it good. but they don't know how to appreciate it.

Look mate. you have to understand her. be accommodating to her. the relationship is not just about yourself. Loving someone means making her happy. don't be selfish man. don't just say something and never do it. you'll only hurt her more. face it. you're immature. she never was your cup your tea.


okay.meeting @ 11 in sp. hur. lunch with li jun jie.=) then swimming.


Mum- JONATHAN GO SLEEP!
Jonathan- orh.



UP UP AND AWAY!

2 Feb 2008

Yesterday was jammed packed full of activities. Parade, shopping escort and spprimer's "reunion dinner"

Parade was just like usual.8.30, full-u, drill, lessons and sports.typical.

The year 1's were just like this year's year 2's last year...annoying little brats.=)

But ryan was even worse. I was trying my very very best to teach the kids target award, ryan was acting the big kid, asking me stupid stupid questions and basically annoying the shit of of me.

Anyways, parade passed pretty quickly.There was a short meeting after that on MTC... HEEEEEE~ looking forward to it... March Tekan Camp...

After that, met up with...LILIAN! Ha... secondary school friend. Haven seen her for like super long le kah... acted like her personal security guard cuz i was in my uniform, walking around AMK Hub. had a great time just catching up with her, annoying her and just chatting...=)

After than, i left for moonstone view condominium @ opposite St. Andrew's village?kinda... yeah... kenny(spprimer's OC) was like *WAH* when he saw me in uniform.
We had calendar of evens and then yusheng and hotpot for dinner. Ruiwen and i was like outside at the basin washing the vegetables, squid, prawns and fishballs.

The dinner itself wasnt very uneventful until the last part when marie fainted.Had a relapse Gosh. I knew her condition but didnt do much cuz there was a COMBAT MEDIC present and i wasnt trained in her condition. An ambulance was called and she was sent to tan tock seng hospital.

When she was sent to the hospital, i decided to go to the hospital to look for marie. got together with ruiwen, ah tan and wei qiang to ttsh.

Didnt do much there but talked to uncle and aunty. Huishan jiewasalreadyther cuz she was in the ambulance with marie. kenny, combat medic and candy came later. stayed around till almost 12 when kenny insisted on fetching us back cuz it was late.
On the way back, marie called, saying she was being discharged. i was like... drat... we could have waited a little longer. Anyway, kenny sent ruiwen, ah tan and i home all before 12.30 so.. yeah... mummy wasnt pissed at all.=)

oh wells. marie's better now...

thats all for now folks. the nurse needs his beauty sleep. no matter how super he his, he still sleeps. only God never sleeps. He never sleeps, he never slumbers.

till next time~
UP UP AND AWAY!

ello~

never thought i'll be even blog.

i think the only reason was that...

i did feel much much better after i posted some stuff back at her blog last time...

so... here goes!

=)