there are moments. moments that you should say something. but yet nothing comes out of your mouth. despite your mind screaming at you to say something. and when that moment passes and never comes back, you scream at yourself, put yourself through agony, on how stupid you have been. fantasizing on how it things would have turned out if you said it.sigh.
Anyway.i've got a driving test in 5 hours. so i'm kinda like flipping through something i've not touched since secondary four. a driving "ten year series" book. typical Singaporean.
These few days have been good. GOOD. i get to sleep in. i've been telling some around me. this is my first real break in 21 weeks. so i deserve it.=)
Yesterday, jie ying was having this conversation with me, saying that i've been busy, too busy for friends. to come to think of it. yeah. really. i have been. take yi ting and stanven for example. they've been trying to meet up with me since like 3 weeks ago, but yet i've been busy or ocuppied with stuff(which is essentially the same thing), thinking that its alright cuz i just thought that yi ting just finished his army and just wanted to catch up and have a meal with us. never did i think that they wanted a birthday meal with me! they even bought me a gift!(which i'm happily playing with it now) sigh. and me intellectual sister? since when did we have a real lenghty conversation? sigh. i need to get some stuffs right. Bear with me alright? ill contact some of you real soon.=)
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