I'm tired, cuz you've been running through my mind all day~

Hey guys~
I know you guys are still waiting for my update on my trip to japan and sri lanka... BUT I'M NOT GOING TO BLOG ABOUT THEM AT ALL! Its not that i'm selfish, its just wayyyyy too long and i dont want t spend too uch time typing it out. But if you're DYING to know, just give me a call, and ill be more than happy to tell you about my experiences. But as a consolation, i'll be posting up SOME pictures up

Anyway,school's starting in a couple of days AND I SERIOUSLY HATE/DISLAKE/LOATHE(delete any option) my timetable. Its so terrible! I end at 5 everyday with the exception of wednesday.

My last week of hols have been pretty relaxed, just a few meetings here and there, teaching my brother for his EOYs and puking tons of blood while in the process of doing so. Laser Quest-ed today! Its pretty much like paintball but you're shooting lasers instead of paintballs. Had lots and lots of fun killing the exco today. We perspired buckets too after all the crazy running and screaming. "Killed" so many people still my trigger finger's blistered now. OW.

In two days now i've travelled alone from woodlands back home. The ride takes about half an hour at the back of a bus, giving me a chance to just start thinking about stuff. Pondering on questions poised to me. Contentment. How would one define it? Is it good to be contented? Or Bad? What do i want in life? What do i want in future? Every time i think about these and a few other stuff i feel very hollow...

[some voice in Jonathan's head]
-Hey Jon, you've been single for almost half a year now. What's it like?
Me- Free? Lonely at times but, free?
-What do you miss most then?
Me- The feeling at being loved?
-Ah, then go get a girlfriend then.
Me- are you nuts? girlfriends grow on trees issit? just pluck them from the trees ar?
-Yeah? why not? its just whether you're picking from the right tree or not.
Me-Thanks for the advice man*sarcarstically*

I dont know. This just popped out of my head. I've been hurt thrice already. But i'm better now. Guess i'm happier with my gff's. HAHA!

~you've been running through my mind all day long~