Over It Already

for those who still think that im still brooding over her...
Well.
Im already over it.

Okay.this post is slightly going to get a little cheesy. But whose going to stop me?

I hurt myself, thinking about the times we spent together, hoping that we would be together and do that again. If she can convieniently forget about those times and leave me, so can i. SERIOUSLY.

All those silly words saying that she cant live without me or cant fantom the idea of me breaking up with her or love me forever and always. Hey. On the 23 of jan you just convieniently re-labeled those words from "PROMISES" to "BULLSHIT".

The pain you've given me. Its not the FIRST TIME. YOU GAVE ME YOUR WORD. You convieniently wrote it off with "I JUST DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU ANYMORE." You never gave mine a single frigging thought at all.NONE AT ALL.

Now i know why they say those in a relationship, once they break up, they can never be friends. I know why. Cause i'm so filled with hate and scorn for you. I don't need you. Ever. I gave you my love. I've stayed faithful to you. I've always gone out of the way for you. FINE.

GOOD RIDDANCE TO YOU. YOU AND I WILL HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH EACH OTHER ANYMORE. PERIOD.



I treat my relationships like stock market. To some, it sounds wrong and think i flirt around because investors invest in many many stocks to play safe. Also equivilant to flirting around to get the best of both worlds. But i'm a special kind of investor. when i invest into something, i go full out. I'll get two results.

1.I win, and enjoy the dividens, and probably enjoy the rest of me life.
2.I lose, and get very badly burnt.Figures.

I got burnt.

But that dosent mean i wont invest again.
The past month i've been healing.
And i'm investing again.

I'll be a fool if i don't accept her. SPELT F-O-O-L.

Some may think i'm making use of her. To get over her. NEVER THE CASE. NEVER.
NEVER NEVER NEVER.

She is not a substitute, cuz she will never be a substitute for her. I likeher for who she is. Just as i did for meiting. They are not the same. And will never be.

Who's this girl i'm taking about? This mystery girl i've been going about?
Well, if you been reading my previous posts, ***** and mystery girl is the same person. And the Sing Poly people knows who she is.

I'll be a fool not too have her.










marie.=)
a brand new beginning.






UP UP AND AWAY!